had to get it out

Just let me be you insufferable twit I cant think straight. I didnt even love you so why do you keep popping up in my thoughts? You  are the one who believed we'd be an us forever. i knew we'd be over soon. wanting to shoot sunshine into my veins cause the suns up but i cant feel the warmth. this little bit got to be too much, now I'm left picking up old tee shirts that still smell  like you and what i hated before now is precious. I'm a cyborg so why did this override my system? got the virus to give me emotions, just a glitch a technical difficulty that should have been gone by now. its like this ectoskeleton is turning transparent, revealing what I worked so hard to hide.